FKJ & Tom Misch - Losing My Way

Setting the stage for Chapter 1, "Breaking Illusions," is FKJ & Tom Misch's "Losing My Way." This track serves as the soundtrack to the catalyst of my journey. As I peel back the layers of a toxic relationship, the veil shrouding my perception gradually crumbles. What once seemed steadfast and true disintegrates, forcing me to confront uncomfortable truths. "Losing My Way" echoes the disorientation and upheaval I experienced as deeply held beliefs deteriorated.

Ray Vaughn - Blindfold

The struggle to see beyond the carefully crafted facade of a toxic partner comes to light in Ray Vaughn's "Blindfold." This song encapsulates the awakening to the harsh reality of a relationship built on lies and deceit. Join me as we navigate the treacherous path of self-discovery, where the removal of the blindfold marks the beginning of reclaiming authenticity and truth.

Kota the Friend - Twenty-Nine

Each lyric in Kota the Friend's "Twenty-Nine" serves as a poignant reflection of the desolation within a toxic relationship. "Twenty-Nine" unveils the truth, exposing the toxicity that once masqueraded as love.

Kota the Friend - Bitter

As we delve deeper into the unraveling of illusions, Kota the Friend's "Bitter" serves as the climax of this chapter.

Atlus - Bitch Got Me Down Bad

"Breaking Illusions" concludes with Atlus's "Bitch Got Me Down Bad." This song marks the end of a chapter where I once placed blame on my ex, signifying a pivotal moment in my healing journey.

Taylor Bennett - Favorite Colors

Diving into Chapter 2, "State of Mind," with Taylor Bennett's "Favorite Colors." This song marks a pivotal moment where avoidance became a crippling pattern. I allowed issues to pile up, creating a mental strain that I wasn't prepared for. This chapter serves as an introspective exploration of accountability and healing.

J.I.D - D/vision ft. Earthgang

These lyrics mark a pivotal moment where my perception of reality shifted, unveiling a new and unfamiliar landscape. J.I.D's "D/vision" captures this moment in the evolution of my mental landscape perfectly.

J.I.D - D/vision ft. Earthgang

Dive into the depths of introspection with J.I.D's 'D/vision' ft. Earthgang. These lyrics resonate deeply with my journey, as I find myself immersed in premonitions and grappling with the complexities of existence. With each passing moment, the weight of realization grows heavier, and cracks form in the foundation of my state of mind. 'D/vision' serves as a mirror to this evolution, as I question my involvement and second-guess my delivery.

Gnarls Barkley - Crazy

Step into the enigmatic depths of the mind with Gnarls Barkley's 'Crazy'. Chapter 2 of the Memoir unfolds, revealing a snapshot of my evolving State of Mind. As I reminisce on the moment when I lost my grip on reality, there was an eerie comfort in the chaos, a peculiar solace in the madness. Even amidst the vast expanse of emptiness, emotions reverberated, echoing in the void. It was a time when I found myself adrift, disconnected from the world around me, yet strangely aware of the truths that lurked within.

SPXTRM - Nothing is Real

Continuing from Chapter 2 of the Memoir, SPXTRM's "Nothing is Real" serves as a perfect expression of thoughts I've struggled to articulate. For those curious about the experiences leading to my short inpatient hospitalization, this song offers insight.

SPXTRM - Middle Man

"Middle Man" by SPXTRM holds a deeply personal significance for me, as it arrived at a pivotal moment in my life, providing comfort and insight during times of uncertainty. Through this lyric video, I invite you to join me as I share the solace and connection I found in "Middle Man," in the hope that it might resonate with others navigating similar challenges.

The Spillage Village - Willow Tree

Welcome to the next chapter of my Memoir In Lyric series, featuring The Spillage Village's "Willow Tree." This powerful segment of the song captures a poignant moment in my journey when escape became my primary goal. Feeling like a prisoner and out of place in my reality, I turned to prayer and hope as my guiding lights.

K.A.A.N. - Bliss

These insightful lyrics capture a pivotal moment in my journey where I began to accept undeniable truths about my reality and reassess what truly matters. Feeling the weight of existence, I sought solace in moments of reflection and the simple act of breathing. Through this lyric video, I aim to share this deeply personal experience in a way that resonates with viewers, inviting them to reflect on their own journey of self-discovery. Join me as we navigate the complexities of acceptance and redefine our priorities.

Rag'n'Bone Man - Human

This video encapsulates a profound battle I once faced with my perception of reality, a struggle that resonates deeply within the confines of my 'State of Mind' chapter. I recall vividly the moments of confusion and isolation, where my attempts to comprehend the incomprehensible left me feeling utterly alone. This song symbolizes the demise of the narratives my ego crafted in a desperate attempt to make sense of my shifting reality.

Harry Styles - As It Was

Take a stroll through the pages of my life with Harry Styles' 'As It Was'. This song has been by my side throughout my journey, reminding me of the unsettling feeling when reality shifts. Initially, its upbeat chorus was alarming, making me change the radio station quickly to avoid it. But as time passed, I started to appreciate its meaning. It even played a role in my decision to distance myself from external distractions like radio and TV. As I quieted the noise around me, I discovered hidden truths and insights. So here's a nod to Harry Styles for creating a song that once caused turmoil but now stands as a symbol of resilience and growth.

Kid Cudi - TORTURED

Kid Cudi has always been an artist I can turn to, someone I trust to relate to at least some portion of my experience. The song "Tortured" is yet another example of our stories mirroring each other. This track from his new album is a perfect addition to my Memoir In Lyric.

Mac Miller - Self Care

Dive into the depths of introspection with Mac Miller's 'Self Care', where the song transitions into a haunting yet profound second half that I've aptly named 'Oblivion'. This transformative track resonates deeply with me, capturing the essence of navigating through life's darkest moments and emerging with newfound clarity. Join me on this poignant journey as we explore the depths of self-discovery and resilience through the power of music.

Spillage Village - Willow Tree

Embark on a reflective journey with Spillage Village's 'Willow Tree', the final track to gracefully close Chapter 2 of my Memoir In Lyric series, titled 'State of Mind'. This poignant song delves into the complexities of perception and the deceptive nature of our own perspectives. As the chapter comes to an end, 'Willow Tree' serves as a poignant reminder of the twists and turns of the human psyche.

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